insomnia. My mind has been restless with the never ending
It's not just a nice book to reflect on. It's a book that people risk their lives every day in order to read it and study it. It's full of life. People walk around wanting to know their purpose, wanting to know why we are here and the answer is in that book. People cry out to God every day for answers, cry out to know Him and thats how you're going to find Him-through His word.
I want to challenge you to maybe set aside any preconcieved notions you may have or forget the Jesus/God/Bible image the culture around you has painted. Take a step, seek truth out for yourself. Forget about what you've been taught. I promise you that if you seek after Him with a sincere heart, you are in for a world of amazement.